Moving On

Well as most of you know I have been dreaming about the Sandy Ranch in southern Utah.  I have tried everything I can think of to obtain this ranch.  This ranch has consumed my every thought.   It was all I could think about.

I gave up quite a few times knowing there was no way I could ever get this ranch.  But then I would tell myself that I had to keep trying there is just something about this ranch I cannot explain.  Every time I think about it I get a filling, it’s a good filling I have only had this exact filling a few times.  The first time was when I was younger in my teens when I dreamed about this silly ranch.  Although I had never seen it only in my dream, I dreamed about it a couple more times over the years the last time was not too long ago. This time it was me and the boys up on a ridge looking down on the ranch.  Pretty crazy I know I just thought they were dreams until I really seen it on internet for sale.  I just about fell out of my chair when I saw it (the ranch in my dreams) so I called it the Dream Ranch. 

I guess the Dream Ranch was an appropriate name because that’s all it was.  I got an e-mail the other day telling me it finally sold.  I was in shock, oh I knew deep down it was only a dream but man what a wonderful dream.

 It is just now sinking in that the dream is over. Oh I know there are lots of other ranches but I am not sure I want to look anymore.  I don’t believe I could take another blow like this one. 

I guess it’s my fault I prayed to Heavenly Father, here a while back and asked him if I was not meant to have this ranch to please let it sell so I won’t waste any more time on it.  Well I guess I got my answer.  Not the answer I was wanting but an answer.

I have prayed often to try and find out why this ranch was so significant to me.  I did find out something that might just be the connection.  You see my great grandparents on my mom side were raised in Johns Valley witch is just south west of the Sandy Ranch over the mountain.  I have not got started on this project but it is on my to do list, I moved it right to the front of the line. 

Maybe I was never supposed to own this ranch maybe it’s got something to do with my family history.  I don’t know what the connection between the Sandy Ranch (Dream Ranch) and me is but I guess I had better try and find out. 

If anyone has information on this area I would love to read up on the history of it.  My mom’s got quite a bit I just need to get to Vernal and take some time to study it. 

I feel much better.